Double date + advice

Last night, Emmanuell and I met up with my bridesmaid, Sandy, and her husband for Ethiopian food.  It was long overdue but we finally made it happen! 

I really appreciated them listening to me share about the drama I've been facing in the last several months.  It's been difficult for me.  They were very helpful and sincere when sharing their thoughts about everything and offering their advice.  I do have a big decision to make.  However, I need to be happy.  I have a feeling that whatever I decide, I will forever be blamed.

oh boy

have a 9am meeting this morning... i am definitely not looking forward to it since i don't have a good feeling about it.

C'est la vie

It's been a while since I've posted here.  I've been busy with work, little wedding errands here and there, and just doing other things.  Things have been fine for the most part.  Wedding planning is going very well.  We sent out invitations a few weeks ago.  Three months to go, time is going by fairly quick.  There's been some unfortunate events going on that have made me very upset in the past few months.  That's been bumming me out a lot.  I am giving up with my family.  It's too much heartache for me.  I can't do this anymore.  To be happy, I need to move on.  C'est la vie