Wednesday, October 28, 2009
bling bling like no other!
the way we used to be...
Have U Ever Been Tired Of Ppl Asking
How U Doin And U Say Im Takin It Day By Day.
Everywhere I Go I Feel Like Ppl Laughin.
Im So Stupid Cause I Let My Good Girl Get Away.
My Life Aint Got No Betta,
So U Must Not've Got My Letta.
So Startin Today Im Lettin Go Of My Mistakes.
Whatever U Wanna Say Baby Im Listenin Cuz I Kno
I Kno That I Hurt U
And I Dont Deserve U
And U Say Its Karma But No
I Just Want One More
Give Me An Encore
Dont Walk Out That Door Baby
Just Call The Paramedics Cuz Baby I Wont Make It
If U Try To Tell Me U Dont Wanna B My Baby
So Dont Say That To Me If We Cant B The Way We Used To B.
U Complain About The Studio Had Me Stressin.
Weneva We Playin My Music Had U Guessin
If Im Out There On The Low
When All U Wanted To Kno Was When Im Comin Home.
Now Im Like Oh Oh
Got Me Lookin Crazy Oh Oh Oh
I Aint Got My Baby.
Jus Tell Me Whatever U Want Me To Be.
Baby Whatever U Need Shawty Im Listenin Cuz I Kno
I Kno That I Hurt U
And I Dont Deserve U
U Say Its Karma But No
I Jus Want One More
Give Me An Encore
Dont Walk Out That Door Baby
Just Call The Paramedics Cuz Baby I Wont Make It
If U Try To Tell Me U Dont Wanna B My Baby
So Dont Say That To Me If We Cant Be The Way We Used To Be
i heard this song and thought it was a really beautiful song. i had it on repeat all day at work yesterday.
How U Doin And U Say Im Takin It Day By Day.
Everywhere I Go I Feel Like Ppl Laughin.
Im So Stupid Cause I Let My Good Girl Get Away.
My Life Aint Got No Betta,
So U Must Not've Got My Letta.
So Startin Today Im Lettin Go Of My Mistakes.
Whatever U Wanna Say Baby Im Listenin Cuz I Kno
I Kno That I Hurt U
And I Dont Deserve U
And U Say Its Karma But No
I Just Want One More
Give Me An Encore
Dont Walk Out That Door Baby
Just Call The Paramedics Cuz Baby I Wont Make It
If U Try To Tell Me U Dont Wanna B My Baby
So Dont Say That To Me If We Cant B The Way We Used To B.
U Complain About The Studio Had Me Stressin.
Weneva We Playin My Music Had U Guessin
If Im Out There On The Low
When All U Wanted To Kno Was When Im Comin Home.
Now Im Like Oh Oh
Got Me Lookin Crazy Oh Oh Oh
I Aint Got My Baby.
Jus Tell Me Whatever U Want Me To Be.
Baby Whatever U Need Shawty Im Listenin Cuz I Kno
I Kno That I Hurt U
And I Dont Deserve U
U Say Its Karma But No
I Jus Want One More
Give Me An Encore
Dont Walk Out That Door Baby
Just Call The Paramedics Cuz Baby I Wont Make It
If U Try To Tell Me U Dont Wanna B My Baby
So Dont Say That To Me If We Cant Be The Way We Used To Be
i heard this song and thought it was a really beautiful song. i had it on repeat all day at work yesterday.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
loong wknd
it was a long wknd again. second straight wknd up in the av to help my sis. we had another rocky ride all wknd, but we handled it... we're still hanging in there. =) we're not gonna give up on us. we have a goal, and we are working on achieving it. i hope that the process will be a smooth one. that is much needed. communication... love... and trust... then it'll be okay... we will be okay. i want us to just sit on top of the world together... let's make it happen. =)
we took the kids to blackbird park and to the av mall yesterday. it was really nice. the kids very much enjoyed it! i'm glad. i enjoyed watching the kids play basketball w/ sam and my babe. they were bonding! yesterday evening just seemed... peaceful... like being a happy family. i miss those feelings. i miss the kids already.
i'm glad this wk is a 4 day work wk.
i love you babe. i hope this past wknd made us stronger together... time will tell.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
busy october
not sure why i've been feeling good these past couple days, but i like it. altho not much has happened, it feels like, at the same time, lots did.
this month has been going well, at least from what i remember. my fam and i got together in the 661 to pray. it happened to fall on the same day as sue's bday, so before going up, i bought a couple cupcakes for her. we had a good dinner, lots of laughter. it's always a good feeling when that happens.
what happened next? celebrating the 1 year anniversary w/ my babe! my long term project/gift was completed for him. he wouldn't tell me (for obvious reasons) what he was doing, but he initially wasn't sure if his plan would work. did it? YES. what did he do? he placed roses at places where i'd be. the first one came during my lunch break. after having lunch, i walked back to find a single rose taped on my office door. the card read something along the lines of "follow the roses home". when i left work, i found rose #2 - on the windshield of my car. when i got home, i parked my car on the street and headed up the side entrance to the garage, which is where i found rose #3. rose #4 was in the elevator. rose #5 was on the apt door. last but not least, rose #6 was w/ my love. it was very romantic - candles, roses. i loved it. he loved my gift too. he had no clue that a scrapbook was the gift (whew!). we got dolled up and headed to fine dining at arroyo chop house. it was THE perfect ambiance for our celebration. it was an amazing anniversary. <3 he said he's never gone all out to do these things before, that just made me really special. i think i mean a lot to him. =P
then comes this past wknd. it was a BUSY one. on saturday, we headed to lbc to pick up my bib, d-tag, shirt, etc. we met robert and florence at the expo. after getting those things, we went to have lunch at open sesame. food was good! then we split up - robert and florence going to a wedding followed by a jason mraz concert, and we headed to a baby shower followed by a bday dinner. it was a looong day. we got home 10:30ish. we had to get up at 4:30am so my babe could drop me off at robert's. robert, florence and i carpooled to go to lbc for our half marathon. initially, i thought i wouldn't finish. luckily i bought two shinsplint wraps at the expo, one for each leg. those were my lifesavers! it helped me get past mile 1. towards the end, i almost cried thinking "where the heck is mile marker 13?!?" each mile felt like it was longer than the mile before. anyhow, i was in a lot of pain, but i FINISHED. 3:07... not bad for not training! at least that's what i think! my love couldn't make it on time to be at the finish line, but that's okay. he put up w/ my pain and took me to pho 79. after dealing w/ some of the pain, it just felt rewarding that i accomplished that. i guess there were ppl praying for me!
since the half marathon, i started thinking about cali dreamin' medal. i WANT it. i'm gonna work for it. i will work for it. i think i can handle it, i'm determined. i will put my time into this. yes i will. watch me do this! more on this later...
another highlight... i bought a BR bag. i saved $80! it's bigger than i thought (esp since it's a 'medium'), but i still like it. good purchase, good purchase. =)
this month has been going well, at least from what i remember. my fam and i got together in the 661 to pray. it happened to fall on the same day as sue's bday, so before going up, i bought a couple cupcakes for her. we had a good dinner, lots of laughter. it's always a good feeling when that happens.
what happened next? celebrating the 1 year anniversary w/ my babe! my long term project/gift was completed for him. he wouldn't tell me (for obvious reasons) what he was doing, but he initially wasn't sure if his plan would work. did it? YES. what did he do? he placed roses at places where i'd be. the first one came during my lunch break. after having lunch, i walked back to find a single rose taped on my office door. the card read something along the lines of "follow the roses home". when i left work, i found rose #2 - on the windshield of my car. when i got home, i parked my car on the street and headed up the side entrance to the garage, which is where i found rose #3. rose #4 was in the elevator. rose #5 was on the apt door. last but not least, rose #6 was w/ my love. it was very romantic - candles, roses. i loved it. he loved my gift too. he had no clue that a scrapbook was the gift (whew!). we got dolled up and headed to fine dining at arroyo chop house. it was THE perfect ambiance for our celebration. it was an amazing anniversary. <3 he said he's never gone all out to do these things before, that just made me really special. i think i mean a lot to him. =P
then comes this past wknd. it was a BUSY one. on saturday, we headed to lbc to pick up my bib, d-tag, shirt, etc. we met robert and florence at the expo. after getting those things, we went to have lunch at open sesame. food was good! then we split up - robert and florence going to a wedding followed by a jason mraz concert, and we headed to a baby shower followed by a bday dinner. it was a looong day. we got home 10:30ish. we had to get up at 4:30am so my babe could drop me off at robert's. robert, florence and i carpooled to go to lbc for our half marathon. initially, i thought i wouldn't finish. luckily i bought two shinsplint wraps at the expo, one for each leg. those were my lifesavers! it helped me get past mile 1. towards the end, i almost cried thinking "where the heck is mile marker 13?!?" each mile felt like it was longer than the mile before. anyhow, i was in a lot of pain, but i FINISHED. 3:07... not bad for not training! at least that's what i think! my love couldn't make it on time to be at the finish line, but that's okay. he put up w/ my pain and took me to pho 79. after dealing w/ some of the pain, it just felt rewarding that i accomplished that. i guess there were ppl praying for me!
since the half marathon, i started thinking about cali dreamin' medal. i WANT it. i'm gonna work for it. i will work for it. i think i can handle it, i'm determined. i will put my time into this. yes i will. watch me do this! more on this later...
another highlight... i bought a BR bag. i saved $80! it's bigger than i thought (esp since it's a 'medium'), but i still like it. good purchase, good purchase. =)
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